Saturday, June 27, 2009

Life in homework

i can't put into words how utterly tired i am of summer school and homework. this one particular class i'm taking has taken over my life. i go to bed doing homework and wake up doing homework. yes summer school is intense, i know this. the year we found out we were pregnant with landry i took 5 classes during the spring, 2 maymester classes (maymester is literally 12 days long), 2 classes summer I and 2 classes summer II and i worked part time the whole time up until 2 weeks before landry was born. yes, i know summer is intense. the amount of work we have done in this class is ridiculous. i am always tired and there is always homework. i'm tired of being tired. i've come to the reality that in order to keep my sanity i will settle for a B out of this class. i'm beginning not to care if i get a C! this is coming from the girl who cried (real tears) one semester because her GPA was a 3.8 instead of a 4.0. i'm more ready for this class to be over like someone in jail is ready to get out. that's what it feels like, jail. homework is making me a prisoner. i went to bed last night at 10 because i was starting to fall asleep. i woke up this morning at 6:20, made a cup of coffee and started homework again at 6:30 am. i'm not sure i'll take more than 1 class in the summer from here on out. being a mom and wife come before me being a student. so what does this mean as far as when i'll graduate? at this point i think i'll make it a goal to graduate within the next 2 or 3 years.

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